Thursday, October 3, 2013
help with the binge temptation
Friday, September 13, 2013
And now I binge....
Thursday, August 15, 2013
42 hour binge
totally gave up and have been binging for the past 48 hours. massive amounts of ice cream, cake, cookies, cheese, chips, granola bars, etc... so gross. so full. so bloated. i just want my normal body back asap and to never repeat this mistake but in the back of my mind i know i will. i know how to eat right. i know i can eat right. and then after a few weeks i just find myself making the conscious decision to say "screw it."
this is my worst binge yet. some words of encouragement, advice, motivation to never repeat this, etc. would be much appreciated.
Edited Jun 18 2013 02:13 by coach_kReason: Moved to Health and Support as more appropriate
Sunday, August 11, 2013
day off binge how do i stop?
Monday, August 5, 2013
A year ago i was 400 pounds due to stress and binge eating and two kids...
Sunday, July 14, 2013
Huge binge, feeling so ashamed and still hungry today :(
Hi guys, I don't know what came over me yesterday. It's like when I started eating, my body just wanted more, more, more and I could not stop :( I ate just over 3000 calories yesterday, when CC calculators reckon my maintenance is about 1750.
I knew I would probably overeat a little yesterday, it was a friend's birthday party with a bbq and drinks and all that. But I eat healthy before I went, and told myself to be sensible. I ended up having 2 chicken wings, 1 roll, 1 rib, 1 chicken drumstick, 2 sausages, then countless pieces of cake and chocolate - it's always the sweet stuff that really gets me :(
The weird thing is I didn't even get that overly full feeling until just before I went to bed (after eating another cookie..). And I am actually hungry again now - I've drank a big glass of water to make sure I'm hydrated.
I'm in a real dilemma now. I was planning on upping my calories a little during the week with the aim of not feeling the urge to binge at weekends, and eating back my exercise calories. I am not in a position to do loads of exercise - I've been really pushing myself lately (only had a few days off exercise in the past 3-4 weeks) and now my CFS and other life stuff (got alot of bad family stuff going on right now, plus I am having to start some work so I will have less time and energy to exercise) means I am feeling quite exhausted.
I wish I was able to purge it all. I wish I had the willpower to stop myself in the first place. I am trying to maintain around 114lbs at 5'4, 22, lightly to moderately active, and this amount of food is just too much! I feel like I shouldn't eat atall today, but I'm hungry :(
If I ate more in the week, I worry that I would just gain and still lack the willpower not to binge at the weekends. I have such a sweet tooth... help me guys :(
Sunday, June 30, 2013
15 pound binge weight gain won't go away
Sunday, June 2, 2013
Choosing to binge eat
I used to restrictively eat, then started eating and exercising healthily, then started to try and intuitively eat, but that turned into binge sessions, now I am bingeing all the time and I feel like it will never stop. I have read all the advice on how to handle it, but I think I've become addicted to bingeing and I love it. I almost don't want to stop, except it is so bad for your health and I am gaining weight. What should I do? a lot of the time I think I mistake other signals for hunger signals and then this turns into a binge session. Sometimes I recognize that it's a binge and I don't stop and I keep going and forget that I had felt full before, it's like I just started eating. Food hypnotizes me or something. I don't know what to do. I've been told to do a diet plan and I've tried that but I feel like I will miss the binges because they are so comforting.
