Baking after Eating Disorder - NEED HELP!

hi everyone :)

a few months ago i become slightly anorexic with my lowest bmi being 17. So it wasnt drastic but my parents still sent me to an inpatient clinic as there was things that happend in my past that i needed to sort out. I have been out for about 2 months. I am 174cm tall, almost 18 years old and i weigh currently 58kgs. Whenever i calculate my bmi it says i am a normal weight, but my parents and dietitian are insisting i get to a weight of atleast 60 kgs. I am currently not doing an sport which really doesnt help much. 

My huge problem is that I bake standard slab cakes to sell to my farm workers to earn more for the holiday coming up. I need the money and therefore can't stop baking. I tend to binge on the raw cake batter and the icing. I don't know how to stop myself and afterwards I absolutely feel sick to my stomach, does any one have any advice for me to stop this?

Thanks :) 

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