Saw My Weight For The First Time!!!!

I saw my weight for the first time today!i was shocked and angry at myself.lately i have been struggling and had done all the so called things to maintain my weight. I was feeling confident and beautiful for the first time since before i developed ED.I actually liked my body.then i heard the number and i was horrified with myself. i am 17 pounds heavier than i was when i got out of rehab!! I thought i had gotten toned exc!i now feel like everyone is lying to me about how i really look!! my mom was worried about my eating a week ago!if i dont eat completely normally now and i gained alot,what happens when i eat normally??

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