starting yet again

Deciding to give recovery a go again....finally starting to see it isnt as easy as i thought it would be....day 1 of no exercise. and eatting normal amounts of food...currently weigh 116 at 5"6 bmi of around 18.7....i think for me my biggest fear is people i know saying i. gained a lot of weight cause im always the "thin one" even my fiance will be out and see a woman who is alittle bigger and say something about her...which really discourages me buti know in the end its not people around me but my own thoughts that i cant get past.im 28. years old and havent been able to have anychildren for the past three years dueto my over excerising and under eatting...ive come along way. since i first started recovery back in september but am no where near recovered having fallen off the wagon multipe times.Heres to hoping this time i can really change really love my body for me and not the size i fit into.

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